everyone deserves a second chance. I made a big mistake, I'm sorry about that. i would really like to play with my old squad again. Please believe me I won't repeat the mistake again

Hello, I'll get straight to the point. I was looking at an aimbot one evening. I got banned and that was a long time ago. my friends are starting to play BF4 again and I would love to join them again. I really want to play BF4 again but I can't. I've realized my mistake and will not try to cheat again in the future. I hope someone can help me. LG Sandro